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Reference to "Festival
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How
Kasturi received his name.
(taken from the book
"Loving God"
by N. Kasturi)
'On
the twelfth morning of my life, a label was
attached to me amidst a great deal of religious
noise. My father saw me for the first time only
then, when he came to name me. The name which
has stuck to me ever since was an ancient one,
much the brighter, because it was borne by a
series of grandfathers. The rule was that the
first son must be named by the father after his
own father. So, I was given by father the name
his father bore .... My first son was named
Narayana by me, because that was the name
my father had .... Father took me from mother's
hands and sat on the floor facing the family
shrine with me on his lap. He prayed to God to
bless the name and help me to add some more
fragrance to it. Then he raised me by the
shoulders to his face and whispered thrice in my
right ear a long string of strange sounds, by
which I was to be known thereafter. It was a
nine-syllabled rodomontade (ranting talk). I had
tumbled into the Brahmin caste and so, the last
two syllables had to be Sharma,
symbolizing that status. The rest of the name,
Kasturiranganatha indicated, neither the
God idolized in my village nor the God installed
on the Seven Hills. It denoted God, as adored by
millions in Tamilnadu, installed in a reclining
posture, on a multi-hooded many coiled serpent
and described by that name as "musk-dot
adorned". Kasturi means 'musk', 'ranga' means
'stage', and 'natha' means 'director' or
'master'. The temple of "Ranganatha with the
Kasturi dot" is situated on an island, called
Sri Ranga (The Stage), in the Kaveri River,
formed by it while half-way from the Mysore
Plateau to the Bay of Bengal. [Picture:
"When He first drew me to
Himself"-(1948)]
...
The substance called musk is valued as a
precious perfume. Since it is also dark in
color, a dot of musk between the brows serves
to ward off the evil eye. It was preferred by
nobles and princesses over cheaper
contrivances. The brow of the idol at
Srirangam was marked with the Kasturi dot,
for nothing less could satisfy the devout
worshippers. The name "Director of the Stage"
reminds us that 'All the world is a stage'.
God directs the cosmic play, unaffected
Himself. he reclines magnificently on terror
and poison, with His head on a pillow of
calm. His will achieves and motivates. The
Katha
Upanishad
declares, "Seated, He journeys; reclining,
He is everywhere".
Kasturi
Ranganatha Sharma was too long a word to be
uttered in full, every time I was spoken of or
to. The caste symbol 'Sharma' could be
painlessly amputated. The rest symbol too had to
be curtailed, but, the problem was, head or
tail? My grandfather was accosted and referred
to, by all who had to deal with him, only as
Ranganatha, and for the daughter-in-law (my
mother) to mouth the name of the father-in-law
was taboo! So, the second half had to be
jettisoned. The result was, I came to be known
as the fragrant animal substance used for
'dotting' the Divine Brow.
I
could stand with folded hands in the presence
of the "Kasturi Ranganatha" only in my 70th
year! It came about through Baba's Grace.
Friends invited me to a town called Tirupur
to speak on Baba, on the 24th day of
December. And Baba directed me to go. But, I
longed to spend Christmas Day with Baba,
since it reminded me of my entry into the
world stage. I asked permission to go over
from Tirupur to Srirangam and worship Him in
the Ranganatha, reclining on the serpent. The
serpent, Baba says, is symbolic of pollution,
poison and death and God is pictured as
overwhelming, quietening and mastering these
evil traits. Baba said, "Yes. Go to Sri
Rangam and eat your fill of sweet rice". The
reference to sweet rice did not surprise me.
Years previous, when we were proceeding to
Madras, Baba, as was his wont, asked every
single person in the car to sing for Him a
song. My genes had no music among their
components but I had to obey, nevertheless.
Memory brought up for me a song I had heard a
clown sing during a play I chanced to attend
while at school. it was a prayer to Shiva for
a morsel of sweet rice, wrung out of a hungry
onlooker at a feast conspicuously consumed by
the rich. Baba must have discovered that my
subconscious had hooked up this particular
lilt, for the reason, that I myself had an
unfulfilled hunger for this dish, deep within
me! He decided to remove that pang at
Srirangam on my 70th birthday.
I
was thrilled when I stood before the shrine and
filled my eyes and heart with the entrancing
vision of the 20 foot idol, stretched on the
coils of a seven-hooded serpent excluding
captivating icono-charm. To my eyes, the Feet,
the upraised soles were not of dark green stone
as the rest of the Divine Body was. They were
alabaster with a shade of blue. They were soft,
tender, fair, familiar, alive; they were Baba's!
I removed myself away from the portals of the
shrine with great reluctance. Sweet rice was, I
believed, the routine offering at Ranganatha
shrine but that day, we were given only laddus
and muruks.
We
had one more temple to visit on that holy island
- a famous Shiva temple with the sacred Jambu
Tree. When we moved out of that temple, the
priest ran behind us, to announce that it was
specially sacred day when "Sweet rice was
offered to the deity." This was welcome news
indeed. He insisted on our turning back into the
temple. He made us squat on the clean floor to
the right of the shrine; he spread banana leaves
before us and served sizable heaps of the dish
Baba had asked me to 'eat my fill'.'
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Written by
N. Kasturi M.A.,
B.L.
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